confusion sets in

Still having trouble focusing on how to clean up my life.  I did pick up the house a little,garden, a little,exercise a little and tried on eating better. Trying to get a jump for when my college friends come so its not a complete disaster. I will try much harder tomorrow.  May get a guitar lesson from my friend Tommy,Yay.....So I did take a half of ambien of however you spell the sleeping inducing drug so off I go into neverland.....